Tuesday, December 10, 2019

Small annoyances...where is the discomfort from? Not overlooking it

What are resentments? 
Or small things that annoy you・・・
The feeling that something isn't right?

Don't overlook that・・・

When I was 20, 
I started work. 
When I found something in my heart, 
"something I'm unconvinced about" 
I never overlooked it and made sure to 
take a good look at it and think about it. 

I was talking about that with a friend yesterday. 
and I realized something very important. 
At that time, I thought・・・

Is it okay to receive money from this work? 
Is it not dirty money? 
Is it okay to continue with what I'm doing? 

etc. ・・・

I want to change my life. 
That's why I started my work. 
However, in actuality most of my time was spent 
making immediate money as a private teacher. 
Was I not wasting my time? 
I began to feel rushed, 
as if I was studying for a mid-term test 
for a subject that is not in the examination. 


Still, 
it gave me immediate money, 
and that's what makes it possible to do work that changes lives. 
I'm making the money necessary to cover the costs of doing something big・・・
When I realized it was like I was fishing for shrimp in order to fish to the red snapper, 
it put my heart at ease, 
and I was able to feel more at peace that even this immediate money was 
for the purpose of changing my life.

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SUGOI Academy
Was very exciting!



Kiryu-kun yesterday was also at the top of his game! (lol) 

His lecture was about active listening! 


↓↓↓Listening↓↓↓


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Yesterday's "Hiei Shrine" ・・・
Was incredible〜





(Photos taken by Miki-san in Kyoto) 
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